I came in on time for work awhile ago. Work was alright, and I seriously hate last minute customers who came in few minutes before the restaurant is about to close and some locals customers too. I was doing FOH just now and had customers sitted at 10:29pm when the kitchen is about to close at 10:30pm. (!@#%$#). In the end, after their main course were out, I quickly dropped their bills to the table and did my report. Mr Sooria had to stay and cleaned the table. Hahahha. Punched out at 11:30pm and trained back home alone. I've collected my pay and it's only $397.50! Like so the siket man, when I'm like working almost everyday sey. Already clarified things with Mr Man, so yeah. And my $21 was gone to waste. Two months ago, I didn't enter Victoria Bitter(VB) in one of the customer's bill and therefore I had to replace two VB's bottle. And up till today, I've still not yet replaced them. Mr Man was like attacking me the minute I step into the restaurant earlier on. After my break, went over to Carrefour to get them but had to get the the ones in carton instead since they're not selling in bottles. The other 4 bottles, I've sold it to my colleague. And later on will be a long day for me. I have to report by 3:30pm since there's a Wine Class conducted for all FOH Staffs and later after midnight, we're gonna be having a Staff Party again due to the sales we've made on Valentine's. Updates again with pictures in next post.


Babygirl/Bestfriend. I miss you alot. The last time I saw you was on the 16th February and it's nearly a week since we've last met. Hope things between you and boyfriend are alright. Time flies so fast that in 6 days, it'll be your 6th Monthsary already. Beep me when you're free alright. xoxo!

& Ernie/Nehneh will be leaving to Batam for a couple of days, in few hours' time. Have a safe trip come and go babe! Come back with oleh-oleh okay. Not the Batam guys but something alright! Misssses!
& 10 days time, Haizal will be serving NS under police. All the best eh.
Bidded @ 2:37:00 AM

I editted my skin and it is still under construction because this internet connection is fucking slow and I have no patience. So I guess, I have to re-edit again later or something. Anyway, yesterday, woke up at 9am and Usu fetch Mom and me up and car-ed over to Granny's place. Brought her down and something happened to Sis so I had to sent Granny alone for check-up while Mom handled Sis. Cabbed over to Woodlands Polyclinic and waited for quite sometime. Granny was being so naggy and complains that the waiting time is so long. Come on, Polyclinic, what do you expect right? While making payment at counter, saw Didi (Sis's ex-boyfriend). Chatted awhile and then over to Teh Tarik Corner for lunch and cabbed back to Granny's house. Slept for awhile and then at 5pm, mrted back home with Mom. Since I didn't have enough sleep, I continue my sleep from 6pm till 10pm and now I'm freshly awake! Hahah! Later on, will be back to work at 5pm and I got duty! FOH somemore. Alright, updates again.

And to Fuad and Iica, Happy 7th Monthsary aye? I love you alot alot alot. Hugs!
Bidded @ 3:33:00 AM

Tuesday.
Working at 6pm and after punched in, Safari started to act like an idiot. He wore his apron up high like as it's a tube and those customers sitting at the bar was like laughing at him and he only took it out like 30minutes later. Punched out at 10:30pm and left workplace together with Afiq and Safari. Mrted home straight and I bought junks at 7/11 since I was so hungry.

Wednesday.
OFFDAY!









Didn't sleep the whole day, meet up with Nazzeh near her house busstop and walk over to Yio Chu Kang MRT Station. We were like mad dogs, screaming and singing while the poor Anderson Secondary students are making their way to school. Hahah, I'm so evil. Ginn was supposed to tag along but we can't get her and she's working at 5pm later in the evening. Waited for Ernie and then over to Cheers to grab some bites before walking over to Swimming Complex. Reach and got changed and started swimming from 8am till 10:30am. Washed up and 265ed to my crib. They crash over and had a nap till about 2pm and Nazzeh left home first while I continue to sleep with Ernie in the room. At 6pm, was awake and realised that Ernie was already at the living room watching tv. (Da macam rumah sendiri seyy! Cheycheychey!) Ate dinner at 7pm and tved all the way. 11:30pm, Mom got back from work and had Tom Yam Maggi for supper and wash my work uniform.

Thursday.
the gigantic lollipop Iica and gfs bought as my birthday present!

Ernie ton over my place and she's happily sleeping now. Later at 10am, had to accompany Granny to Woodlands Polyclinic for her check-up since I'm having my off. Updates again later and I need to thread my eye brows soon. The bulu-bulu sudah tumboh already manszsz.











And Happy Legal 18, Azza, girlfriend! Sorry I wished you on the wrong day. Alright, last long with Fazly aye?





Okay da Night!
Bidded @ 2:28:00 AM

I, apologised if I am not faithful here.
Reason; WORK!


Sunday.
Work at 5pm and had to count the total sales made at night. Oh and while I was on the way to work, guess who I saw. Jujud siol! Ala, the I-love-you-so-much-seri-but-sorry-i-lied-to-you-my-age tu! He told me he was 18 but actually 28! Babi peh jantan. Okay da. At night, Mr Man was being sucha an idiot to threatened to lock me up at Outback if I am not changed in 3 minutes time. I was like screaming and yelling while changing in the store room as Mr Man is already out of the office and was on the way to lock the entrance door. In the end kan, I ran out with my top and bottom changed but with my hands filled with my belt and uniform (pants at shoulder, shirt at chin, apron at mouth!). Tak baik right he, I know. Punched out at 11pm after which and mrted back home while Afiq took bus.

Monday.
Work at 6pm and I was told by Mr Man to call up the list of customers again regarding the VIP Card collection. Sat at the Bar and made phone calls till about 8:30pm and attend to only two customers and after which he gave me a $10 tips. Easy job eh. 9:30pm, did my report and punched out at 10pm. So the gaji buta you know. Mrted back home straight and meet Mom at Haji Karim for dinner and saw Akmal(mom's rider). Bought snacks at 7/11 after which.

And later, I, working at 6pm again. Then, I, off on Wednesday and Thursday. But, I, must accompany Nenek and Mama to Woodlands Polyclinic on Thursday morning for Nenek's checkup but I kan very the lazy to wake up as early as 8am man!
Bidded @ 1:38:00 AM

Bidded @ 3:19:00 AM

Proven clear.
A; enjoying. B; not over A. C; not over B.
Fuck, I hate this.
1_ months vs 1_ months.
Keep wonder la eh.
Bidded @ 4:48:00 AM

Its past midnight already and I'm working at 5pm shift till closing later on. And since I was having my off day earlier on, I think I spent my off day wisely lor. Didn't slept the whole day, instead at 6:45am, bath and meet Nazzeh and Ginn up. Walk over to AMK 10's MacDonald's for breakfast and after which, we had nothing better to do in mind and took a 30minutes walk to school area from AMK. Bought drinks at the provision shop where we always get our drinks after school. Man, I'm missing school life pretty badly. 13th April, quick come will you?! Hahah, ini sekarang, nanti sekolah da start, amek kau! Aku confirm chop chop complain mintak holiday nyer. Haha! At 10am, 74ed over to AMK back and they hit my crib. Had a nap till 1pm and NQ left home and I continue sleeping till 8pm! Yes, very rabak I know. Woke up and watch K-Nite, my never missed show. Heh. After which, went to Mom's place to grab some chicken wings for a bite with Bro and now, here I am. And I was online at MSN and idiot Fahmy sent me this link to watch. Wanna know? Go see for yourself. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vzIkGcqC0us Alright, update again when I'm free. I can't wait for pay day!
Bidded @ 1:30:00 AM

Inital plan to meet up with Edzuan before work was cancelled as he couldn't make it last minute, so I went to sleep back till 3pm and got ready for work. Ate Fish Chips at Mom's place and after which headed to work. Since Vidya wasn't feeling well and left home, I was assigned to cover her duty which was to count the total sales at the end of the day. Punched out at 11:30pm as Mr Sooria was doing the closing and mrted back home straight.

& later at 7am, will be meeting Nazzy and Ginn for breakfast at AMK 10 since we got the sudden urge to feeling feeling tengok budak pergi sekolah lah kan. Wahahaha! And I miss schooling fucking alot. Miss the fun, miss the lessons and the teachers too. Oh, correction, some teachers only eh, not all. Anyway, I've received those ITE letters already and I will be starting school this 13th April at ITE Clementi, Business Studies under Customer Contact Service. So if any readers who bloghopped and you're in that course too, tag me! I want to make friends with you all. :D Heh. And Iica! How's your interview babe? Yes, Apiz & Fuad will be there too, so I got few friends at there.

Alright, updates again soon. I'm having my off and will be back to work again on Friday, FOH pulak tu. Boriiiiinnggg! YAY! 28th is coming, meaning pay day. MONEY=FUN. FUN=LIFE! With money, I can go shopping! Wooohoo! Okay, full stop. Da la bye!
Bidded @ 1:28:00 AM

Sumar, Alfian & Fadhli
Firdaus!

Favourites; 7/11 & girlfriends.


Trained over to Woodlands and meet Edzuan up. How sweet can he be? He passed me an "envelope" with a ribbon tied and in it is the pictures taken during my birthday. Yes, all 96 photos, he printed them out and passed it to me. Trained together with him. He alighted at Bradell whereas I continue till City Hall. I reach Outback way too early. Had chats with Mr Man and Safari and idiot him. He said that my birthday bash is still not over as Afiq and himself, has not lay their hands on me. Meaning, this Friday, another bash from the two of them since that day, we were all busy with closing.

Work was alright. Since there were no customers seated at my section, Mr Man gave me a list of names and contacts. Called them up and check their address regarding their VIP Card collection. It all ended at about 8:30pm and then I was on floor throughout. 10pm, start doing BOH. And punched out at 10:30pm.

`Kboy fetched me up and how sweet can he be, he gave me a box of Ferraro Rochea for my so called birthday present though it's already over. But still, like I said, the thought that counts. Chilling purpose and he sent me off. Thanks for the night `Kboy. Reached home at 12:30am and now here I am blogging halfway while chatting with NEQ.

& later on, will be heading to work at 6pm till closing again. I miss going town with Motley people and I was planning to have a dinner cum camwhoring session with the JS mates together with the Motley boys tagging along. End of the month, hopefully aye?



"when once you were a total stranger, who means nothing but just another living,
but now etched on my heart, is your name and to love you is a must, a splendid
moment it was. the first kiss, i remember, sweetness lingers. romance in the
air, perfect setting, perfect place. the witness to our vows between you and me."; 25 Nov 08.

I've decided and think through it yesterday night before I went to my dreamland. Sometimes I wonder, is it so hard for me to move on, after you've step into my life and left footprints on my heart. As days goes by, I love you even more deeply despite whatever had happened throughout our 17months knowing each other. I don't even know whether or not, we're an item way back then but I must admit that the moments we spent together, I really treasured it. I do asked myself whenever you hurt me. Why is it that I am not angry when you hurt me way deeply? Why is it that I forgive you for whatever mistakes you've done? And why am I pretending to be normal when I am not? This questions never fails to ask me whenever I'm down. I'm trying hard not to be emotional now. But seriously, I cried the night on my birthday. You blamed me for not being understanding and the word 'fuck' just hit me very deep when you said it during our convo at MSN. I used to know you as a nice guy who won't be using vulgarities towards girls. But I was wrong. You show me your care and concern but what does that all means? Or prolly maybe I was expecting more when you're not. I don't know. I'm tired of waiting already. I'm sorry but I rather let you go. Forever in my life. I thank you for making my day, and everything. But it hurts me so deeply to leave you tonight. I don't know how long will it take but I couldn't stand it anymore. And I'm sick and tired to go through this shit again. 15th February was indeed a very memorable day. Thanks alot. It's not that I'm not being understanding but it just doesn't make sense. Enough of all this. I'm done with my say. Take care, Dearest. (This will the last time I'm calling you 'Dearest') :'(














Fucking shit! I hate this feeling! It sucks a lot.

Bidded @ 2:29:00 AM

I know you guys have been waiting for my birthday celebration’s post and such. So here you go. Alright, this is gonna be a super duper wordy post but with lots of pictures and if you don't mind, the pictures are taken before and after the party and in the midst of the preparation. So get ready.

Sunday, 15th February 2009.
The plan to wake up at 8am to accompany Mom to market to get the leftover items was dragged all the way till 9am. Thanks to Sis and me for sleeping at 5am that night as we were laughing our ass off and snapping nonsensical pictures before hitting the bed and when Mom came into the room to scold us, we got shocked when she open the door and laugh all the way. Liyana and Syazwan, Cik Eton’s children was sleeping together with Lil Bro at my Mom’s room.


And in the end, Mom went downstairs alone and I bathed at 9am and Sis after me. Wanted to meet Mom but she'd already reached home but forgotten to buy the salt so I went to get it instead. After which, helped out with the cleaning and shifting of the furniture set in the living room while Sis sweep and mop the house. It was already nearly 12pm. Sis and Lil Bro headed downstairs to get balloons and deco for the party and spent 30minutes decorating my hall but in the end, 10 balloons burst and we each scream when 1 balloon burst. Hahaha!






Got changed and went over to Ginn's place for some Kenduri at 1:45pm and off to meet Zam outside his house as I needed his help to take the cake. It was already 3pm when I reach home and I was like receiving a lot of calls and messages asking for directions of my house, that means they're like somehow on their way. I got panic already as I am still not ready yet. Cik Eton, Cak Ngah, Cik Elly, Usu then came over and since Usu didn't stay long, he gave me $10 for birthday. Thought that counts. :D Hurried up to cook the Bee Hoon and cleaned up the kitchen and I went to get a bath again and get ready.

Kak Aisyah reached first followed by Alphie and Rachel Ding and then slowly the NEQ, Mimi, Fadhli, Zul, Naz, Alfian, Sumar, Edzuan and Syafiq. Fuad, Iica, Lynn, Zyra and Farah. Ain and H. Later on, Ser, Ikhsan, Fir and Zul,. Zamri, Dyana, Wan and Azu. Asaad and Vickie. Hykel and Fiona. Apiz, Yul, An, An and Yati. Alysha and Fahmy. Aniysh, Fyda and Eyla. Lastly, Shawn and Rachel Ong.

Syafiq & Ernie
Alfian & Naz
Sumarputra
Zul, Mimi & Quraishah
Edzuan
Alphonso & Rachel Ding
Dyana, Wan & Zamri
Nazrina, Fadhil & Sumarputra
Alysha & Fahmy
Ikhsan, Ser, Vickie, Firdaus & Zul
Fiona & Hykel
Lynn, Farah, Zyra, Fiona, Iica


Kak Aisyah


The cake cutting ceremony was pushed all the way till 9pm and it was a great disappointment for me. Seriously. To those who is an avid reader and closed ones will know why. As you see, I am a part of NESHQ. What is NESHQ? It’s a name for the five of us, Nazrina, Ernie, myself, Hadirah and Quraishah. We girlfriends have been together since Primary 1 up till Secondary 4, in the same school but of different classes. We are so closed but somehow, Hadirah seems to be drifting away after the NESHQ’s Chalet and don’t ask me why. She didn’t even bother to call the other girls regarding my birthday present or what so ever and then when she came, we were kinda shocked. And she spent more time with someone else but not us. This is my blog, I just feel like saying whatever I want. We have always been the bahan of stare to people, so I don’t give a fuck on what you’re gonna said. Girls, I’m sorry if I am too open but seriously, I just couldn’t take it anymore. My expectations for my party was not fulfilled. She left within 10minutes without me realising it and when NE chased her, she just walked away. We all are left clueless up till today. Too disappointed till we don’t even bother to ask her wherabouts. She came empty handed, mind you.




Cik Eton & myself. Same birthdays :D

Mom, Sis & Lil Bro
Cak Ngah & family
Cik Eton & family

Quraishah, Nazrina & Ernie

That’s one and the other thing is that Dearest. Okay, he is not my soulmate, boyfriend, I repeat. Let’s just say it’s an open relationship for us. We were once together last time. But now, things are different in so many ways. He called me while I was busy working and sang me a birthday song. I was touched cause he also text me before he called me. He mentioned in the text;

"Happy 17th Birthday Seri! Haha. Wah. So big already sey but still, 2 years younger than me. Haha. Well, just wanna wish u all the best in everything u do. Make your parents proud of u and try not to disappoint them okay? Birthday present? It’s with me, haha! Well, enjoy your special day okay. See u tomorrow."

Yeah right, Fuad, Hykel and myself tried calling him since 5pm and he rejected our calls. All the guests were already there except him. And I keep telling Mom that I would not be cutting the cake unless he was there. I couldn’t take any longer and decided to text him asking if he’s coming or not in caps lock. And he replied something like go ahead with the celebration without him as he’s at Tan Tock Seng Hospital as his grandfather is in the ICU and apologies for not coming and the late reply since there’s no reception there. I wanted to cry but I held my tears. Enough.












Thanks to Amirul, Apiz and Hykel for giving me the birthday bash and Fahmy too! Thanks to him, my head was filled with chilli sauce. My face was filled with the whipped cream from my birthday cake. I didn’t get to snap a decent picture with the SGS Mates and the last group picture.






And with the JS Mates and I don’t know whose idea but to pour powder on my head. Whose powder? It was Sumar’s. So yes, the crowd really made my celebration happened though the group picture with NESHQ was incomplete without the H. I’m so sorry girls that I cried when we wanted to snap as I really couldn’t take it anymore.






Everything ended at 11pm when slowly one by one headed home. I would like to thank each and everyone of you who came to my party, for making it a blast and the presents too. I love each one of them. It’s the thought that counts. :D



(1)NEQ; Nazrina, Ernie & Quraishah. (The big self made card and the ripcurl flops).
(2)Motley People; Fadhli, Mimi & Naz (Thanks for the cardigan and the quarter pants).
(3)7/11 & Girlfriends; Apiz, An, Yul, An, Yati. Fuad, Iica, Lynn, Zyra & Farah (tons and tons of chocolates and lollipops) Hykel & Fiona(small cute birthday card & Swiss Army perfume). Fahmy & Alysha(big bear and the lovely card). Aniysh(small bear and the cute card). Eyla & Fyda too for coming.
(4)Jing Shan Pri. Mates; Sumar, Alfian, Edzuan(the best photographer) & Ain(bathing robe).
(5)Serangoon Garden Sec. Mates; Firdaus, Ikhsan, Ser, Zul (DC Originals Batman polo tee) Rachel Ding(Chomel bangle), Alphonso, Shawn, Rachel Ong(earrings), Asaad, Vickie, Reesha, Krisstle, Rachelton, Linda (tons of chocolates)
(6)Cliques; Zamri, Wan, Dyana & Azu (thanks for taking the cake and the leg band)
(7)Family Members; Mom & Sis(preparing the food), Lil Bro(snapping pictures cum host), Cik Eton & Family(sponsoring the items and Samosa), Cak Ngah & Family(sponsoring fishballs and the hot pink KISS cushion)
(8)Spot Kitchen Riders; Azmil, Irwan, Wan & gf. (the chocolates and the Winnie the Pooh leg cushion)

























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And last but not least, the others who wished me through Friendster/MSN/Tagged/Blog/SMS and such.

I enjoy my 17th Birthday a lot! I hope for a better one next year, hopefully. A better one than this though. And after much thinking and sorting my mind, I choose to let him go and move on. It hurts a lot. I know it cannot be amend and the more I waited, the more pain I felt. Even though part of me tells me to wait a little longer, I decided not to. I’m just waiting but not hoping now. :’(

Monday, 16th February 2009.
Earlier just now at 6pm meet up with NQ, Mimi and Fad. Had dinner at Spot Kitchen and then chilling purpose till 9pm and home sweet home. And tomorrow will be back to work at 6pm till closing. Bahhhhhhhhh!
Bidded @ 9:26:00 PM

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