Okay, fact nyer berbual. I'm bored. And when I'm bored, I blabber nonsense and I think alot. I'm pissed with the bunch. It has always been me they'll be talking and laughing about. I can take jokes but please, I do have limits for that. They don't seem to understand me. I've tell myself, another joke from them that really made me fumed, I really gonna do what I've intended to. Seriously, this is not the first, second nor third. It's been for long I've getting this kind of treatment from them. This make me somehow realised that my babygirls are still the best. Aaaw, dearest babies (Siti Quraishah, Nazrina & Ernie Rushylla), I really miss our secondary school times and those days we had a great laugh together. Now that time has passed and each and everyone of us are busy coping with their own life, we've been meeting each other less often.
My 18th birthday wish is to really see us, NESH, the four of us, having dinner together at some restaurant, shopping, movies, gossips and catching up session plus camwhoring like we used to do, bitch around about everything under the sun, laugh at every single stupidest jokes we've came up, walking down the streets with people staring at us like we've used to it (man, this is like happening everytime we walk in school during secondary days or even town right girls?) and a whole lot more. I miss our bubble tea and lepak session, fasting month, mids of O levels, after school lepak session, going library to study but in the end bitching about people, and alot more. I hope you girls there are doing fine. We need to catch up real soon, babies. I am missing you girls badly. :( Likewise, I know I've been busy with my work and school, but I still do remember you girls. Naz! I miss your irritating yet funny voice. Ernie! I miss you saying, "K wait, go toilet first" And bestfriend! I miss you saying "Korang, handphone aku hilang, serious, serious." And then the next minute, it was in your bag. I mean this always happen to the three of you, infact. Aaaaw, I can break down man while typing this out... :'( (Naz confirm will say I gembeng!)
This 17th February, Mama and Ayah's case shall be brought up to court and I hope it'll be settled once and for all. I can't believe it. Time flies so fast, Kakak's turning 20 and expecting this year, Amirul is sitting for his PSLE and I hope he'll pass at least, Mama've been struggling working and supporting us and myself? Been working like almost everyday after school and running for tips to use for my pocket money and when pay day's come, I tend to shop. People who thinks that I'm a rich bitch, well let me say I'm not. I work for it. I'm only 18 this 15th February but here I am, supporting myself. My pay money is used for my allowance, transportation, bills and shopping purpose. Tell me, anyone of you out there is doing the same thing as me? I bet not.
Pffft, enough said. As for my love life, I let nature takes it's place. I realised every guy who came into my life won't stay for long. And even if they do, there's always a part of them that makes your heart break into small pieces. Trust me, been there, done there. I don't believe in everlasting relationship, well, maybe not till I find the right one. Patience is all it takes. For those whose having a blessful time with their love ones, please treasure them before it's too late. I somehow realised that every little thing a guy does will tend to break our little precious heart. Agree much?
Alright, I can go on blaberring what I'm thinking now. I shall stop till here, and plan to head out or something. Seriously, staying and stucking in this room or house make my mind thinks alot. Till then readers, another busy week for me.
Schedule's out; Monday till Wednesday 6pm-closing, Thursday off, Friday and Saturday 5pm-closing and Sunday full shift, 12pm-closing. Sunday's Valentine Day. Who's gonna be mine? Hahahahaha, fat hope. I'll be busy at work by then and when midnight stirkes, Happy Legal 18th, yourstruly! Alright, updates sooon!
