Remember how the first time we've met?
Remember how was our first conversation?
Remember how we click with each other?
And remember when's the first picture we took?
And yes, above was the first picture taken together. The world's so small. I was working that evening and you came for interview that day. And yes, I look at you with my arrogant face when the fact is that, you're actually smiling at me when I enter the main entrance. That was how we first saw each other. After you left for interview, I went to ask the manager asking when's the new boy starting work and applying which position. And afterwhich, Thursday, 03rd December, we met again, but this time round, you're in your school uniform and that was how our first conversation begins when Mr Sooria, manager, told me to sent you to the kitchen to meet up with the kitchen manager. You began to ask me which campus I'm currently schooling at and when I mentioned, I was shocked that you're actually a teacher (SW teacher) in my school for only 2 months during your attachment. And there, I remembered seeing your face in school back then. As days went by and since we're both staying at Woodlands, you started sending me back home from work, going work together and slowly, we became close friends. It's been nearing 5 months we've known each other. If you guys are wondering if I'm together with him, nope, we're not. We have no string attached. It's kinda complicated you see and I hate to be in this status. We've been into alot of fights for the past few days. And it's all about him. He texting and meeting up with other girls behind my back, going holidays with his ex girlfriend. But me? Still endure and tolerate with all his nonsense. I know it's kinda stupid to be still stucking to him but I can't help it to leave him just like that. Yes, I love him, alot. And did I mentioned that I'm lazy to get into relationship, whereby I have to get back to kenalan days, then dating, knowing each other better and such and then slowly fell in love. I'm tired. Phuket getaway trip this May with him and the shit part is they're planning on the 10th to 15th May and it's a schooling week for me. How? I have to give my final answer by Wednesday.
I'm tired. I need my space.
80 hours'; lips sealed. Baik uh.
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On a lighter note, I'm in class now, having EBA lesson and Mr Bernard is not teaching the class. He's done going through the answer for yesterday's test and now we're all slacking till 3pm for PSM lesson. School's ending at 4pm and training at 4:30pm till 7pm afterwhich. Dinner with the usual I guess? And oh, yesterday work was alright, my regular came and also received good tips. Yes, we didn't talk again at work. Show faces everytime I went into the kitchen, taking the order. :D Ego? He, not me. Supper at Macdonalds' with Pria and he sebok-sebok also. But still, I pretended that he wasn' t there and we took last train home. And yes, I didn't even say bye to him and I alighted at Admiralty instead. Two days to school by cab, broke jugak lah aku.
Okay, me feel like eating fruits now. Till then, much love from yours truly.
XOXO.
