Friday, 30th April 2010.
- Skipped school, woke up at 12pm
- Meet Kakak, over to Causeway Point, bought iPhone, new line
- Lunch at Banquet with her till 2pm
- Fought with Adi and meet him up at Long John Silver and both paitao-ed work
- Talk things out, then over to Level 4
- Bought tickets for Ip Man with Julia and Faiz tagging us along (his siblings)
- Show ended at 7pm, I meet Kakak and Abg Noi to pass handphone charger, while they left home to get change
- Planning to head town with Adi and siblings but they paitao-ed me, so Starbucks alone
- Adi's brother, Faiz, meet me up for dinner at KFC then meet his gf and slack till 11pm
Saturday, 01st May 2010.
- Woke up at 2pm, rot till 5pm until Adi called
- Paitao work since I'm too tired and lazy and had plans before which
- Cabbed to Somerset, Cineleisure at 7pm; meet Adi and Wan
- Wanted to catch Iron Man II but full house
- Wan left home, Adi and myself shop from Heeren then to ION
- From Heeren to ION; we fought and threw faces
- ION; Uniclo; da okay and he bought boxers
- 8:30pm; He left and I meet Samantha
- Dinner at Cahaya, dessert at Ben & Jerry's till 10pm
- 10:30pm; 190ed to Clarke Quay
- 12am; Enter Rebel then to Zirca and then in the end, stay at Rebel till dawn
- Breakfast with Salhan and Co till 6:30am
Sunday, 02nd May 2010.
- Slept at 8am after washing up and woke up only at 5pm
- Rot at home and didn't even pack for school stuffs
- Slept later at 3am
Monday, 03rd May 2010.
- Skipped school, woke up at 3pm, cabbed down to work at 6pm
- Left early and home alone afterwhich
Tuesday, 04th May 2010.
- PSM at 8am till 10am
- ETP at 10am till 12pm
- Lunch with the girls, Sam came over
- EBA at 1pm till 3pm
- Off to work (6pm), 106ed with *
- End work early, home alone afterwhich
Wednesday, 05th May 2010.
- PSM at 10am till 12pm
- Dismissed early, QM help out with Mr Nat's birthday card
- 12pm-1pm; lunch with the girls
- 1pm-3pm; ETP and Mr Nat birthday surprise with the class QM
- 3pm-5pm; EBA and we slack, dismissed at 4pm
- 106ed with Shaiful and Azhar as well
- Work at 6pm and Simon and Adi and Pria was working
- 7/11 with them first, tiff with Adi and I nearly left first
- Home together afterwhich
Thursday, 06th May 2010.
- PSM; 10am-12pm, did tutorial
- 12pm-1pm; Lunch then over to 201 slack
- 1pm-3pm;EBA then rushed to work alone later at 4pm
- Work (6pm); Hostess!
- Home afterwhich, fought with Adi and I left home first leaving them behind
Friday, 07th May 2010.
- Skipped school and off to work at 5pm shift
- Bumped into 'Aini and Syahrul in the train
- Adi starts at 7pm, restaurant wasn't busy
- End at 11pm, over to Cathay for movie, with Abu along
- Back Up Plan later at 01:50am till 03:30am
- Cabbed back home afterwhich
Saturday, 08th May 2010.
- Rot home the whole day
- Adi skipped work
- On the phone with him till dawn
- Wanted to go fishing but cancelled
Sunday, 09th May 2010.
- Woke up at 2pm, rot till evening
- Found out something about Adi
- Fought throughout from 6pm till 6am the next day
Monday, 10th May 2010.
- Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; ETP presentation
- 10am-12pm; PSM, Ms Joy Koh took us instead
- 12pm-1pm; lunch with the usual then over to 201
- 1pm-3pm; SW, ran outside school compoud, Captain's Ball
- 3pm-5pm; EBA but I left at 4pm for training
- Floorball training at MPH from 4:30pm till 7pm
- April Intake students were there as well
- 8pm; dinner over at Woodlands, 11pm; home
- 11pm till dawn; Fought with Adi again
Tuesday, 11th May 2010.
- Abg Noi sent me to school, 8am-10am; PSM
- 10am-12pm: ETP; slack throughout
- 12pm-1pm; Lunch with the girls
- 1pm-2pm; EBA; dismiss early
- 963ed home straight
- Kakak and Amirul and myself head home together
- Mee Soto, bubble tea for dinner
Yes, things between me and Adi are in terrible mess. The same old shit repeats again. He promised me that he'll changed and yes, promises are meant to be broken and he did. Ain't surprised though. This fourth-fifth month was a very hectic one, problems by problems. And it's all starts with him. Don't come and tell me saying I'm too sensitive or overprotective. Is your behaviour that made me behave this way, boy. I wouldn't care and bother much if I didn't love you, wholeheartedly. Yes, you mean so much to me, but I don't know if I mean so much to you. You're having fun out there, behind my back and I'm here swallowing all the single shits you've done. And I am here too being very extremely nice to you, to eventually forgive all your shits and give you chances but still I see, the same old Adi. Please change for the better. I am tired. And I feel like ending it. But you? You have been the one making me feeling so weak and to ask to stay. No, we're not together, nor are we an item. I don't even know what are we. Please stop lying and please change. I want this to be the last. (I know it won't.)
Sighs. FML.
GUYS + LOVE = HEARTACHES! :(
