It's been awhile since I've last update this page. It's nearly 8am now and I'm off to school later at 10am. Life has been a rollercoaster ride for me. Family, friends, personal and financial. My mom, brother and I are shifted to Cik Eton's house last weekend due to the some personal reasons and conflicts with my another aunt and granny. New place, new environment. (: School, today marks our last day for this term and will only be resumes on 05th July, at Choa Chu Kang Campus! Yay, me can't wait. Hehehehe!
Friends and financial. I believe in this saying, “Friends come and go, true friends stays.” Yes, I never regret having NESHQ for the past 12 years and still going. They’ve always there no matter what. Girls, please make yourself free for a day for us to meet up over the holiday like those old times when we used to catch up and gossips. I miss those days. And as for my usual clan in school, yes I am keeping a distance from you guys. The reason is because I can’t take it anymore with your sarcasms and jokes, calling me bodoh and such. Yes I was okay with it last time. But now, it really pissed me off. To you guys, it might be a joke but to me, there’s limit in every joke. Sampai label BTL: Bodoh Takde Limit and such all. You know how hurt this is. Very.
And to you, we used to be so closed, sharing each and every stories together, but now we aren’t. I don’t blame you, nor do I blame myself. I blame us. Well enough said, that’s the past, we can’t simply rewind those days. And to the other girls, yes I was damn badly hurt when you girls just walk off like that when we’re having lunch in the canteen and you girls wanted to walk off when I was on the phone on my right hand, holding my stick on the other and struggling to get for my bag from the seat. None of you even waited for me, but instead you girls just walk off. And when one of you turn to look at me, you guys turn and continue walking. I was so hurt. The other mates who sat at the tables beside us, saw what happened.
Yada, no use saying when things are still the same. I’m tired of arguing and such. I’ll be better off alone. Oh and what’s with the, “contract dabes eh ngan kita?” Dude, please. If you aren’t the one who start labelling me as BTL, the rest won’t be disturbing me. No point talking cause I’ve made my mind to be alone. Whatever you guys wanna say, by all means. The clock strikes midnight on my birthday, none of you even wish me, some did but few hours or minutes later. It was utterly disappointment 18th Birthday celebration. I ditched my girls just because I thought you guys have something on for me, but nothing. It wasn’t on my actual day but later instead. Sighs.
Enough said, I don’t want this matter to be brought up again. Work, has been alright. Major renovation resuming this 05th July to the midst. ITE SC Floorball coming in a month’s time. Attachment soon in few months’. So many upcomings, I can’t wait to start attachment and graduate asap!
Adi Farhan, he’s back from Tioman from Thursday till Monday and came back with a bad news. One, he’s no longer working in Outback. Two, his NS letter has arrived and was posted to Tekong on 10th November. Sedih or what, like so fast. Yesterday, over to Serangoon Stadium to watch his match and they won! Congrats! And now that I’m at my aunt’s place, meeting him is so much nearer. Yay!
Faizal (Dust) ‘s 18th Birthday, on Monday, 07th June. The gang went to surprise him up, cook mee and ayam goreng and such and gave him a self made birthday card with our pictures in it, I hope he likes it. I was only home at 11pm after skipping my 1pm till 5pm’s lesson. Celebrated at Jurong West and somewhere near ArtPark. It was a blast!
Amirul went to Seoul Korea last Thursday and he’s coming back tonight, after training, am fetching him up, rindu oi with this idiot! Heh, alright, updates again soon, I’m off to shower and school and training.
