I'm so so sorry for not picking up your calls and replying to your messages. I don't feel like talking to you and I don't know why. I am afraid of falling back and at the same time I don't want to lose you. Having you around is great, you never failed to make my day alive. But somehow, after the release of results till now, I just don't have the mood to laugh and talk like how I used to last time, except with my girls. Only they know how I felt now. Lost. Yes, that is it.
Is it because I'm gonna have my menses soon? I don't know. And if you were to call me again later at night or some other days, please don't bother to ask me regarding what I've just posted. I don't wish to explain anything. I don't know if you catch my drift but ya, somehow, I want to be alone for now. All I need now is my Girls.
Babies, will you be there for me forever?
Sweet Dreams.
