18th August 2007; You texted me for the very first time and slowly we get to know each other better.
26th August 2007; The very first meet up we had after knowing each other and those memories.
28th August 2007; The second meet up and we were having Mos Burgers for dinner and you fed the cat fries when I told you not to do so and the day you sang "Ku Juga Mencintai Dirimu" to me in my ears that night, while counting the stars in the sky.
23rd September 2007; We both wore the same color of top and bottom and that was the very first time you brought me along for shopping purpose and had dinner at BurgerKing, Cineileisure.
20th October 2007; We had a tiff. You ask me to tag you along for Raya Visitting but I wasn't available and since that day we drift apart not long before when Ernie saw you.
15th November 2007; Ernie saw you and I was praying and hoping that you'd replied or called me and you did. We had a good long conversation that night.
23rd November 2007; You sent me a long text messages, saying that you've been wanting to sent this to me long ago and you did on that day.
"Unexpected yet planned,
Destiny brought us together.
Weird as it may,
You've touched my heart and enter my soul.
When once you were a total stranger who means nothing but just another living.
But now, etched on my heart is your name and to love you is a must.
A splendid moment it was, the first date, kept and treasured.
Selaed in my memories, perfect it is.
The beginning to our chapter, so sweet and so fine.
The first kiss, I remembered,
Sweetness lingers, romance in the air.
Perfect setting, perfect place.
The witness to our vows between you and me. :D"
10th January 2008; I was having some family problems and I texted you but you told me to move on with my own life and I was torn apart.
16th January 2008; You texted me while I was having lessons, asking if you could come over to my house to use the computer and I agree. You met my Mom and then we took a very first picture of ourselves, both wearing the same color top.
24th January 2008; Your birthday and I did wish you but I was a little too late. I texted him at 2:48am instead.
03rd February 2008; We met at Vista Point and I pass over his present.
10th February 2008; Meet up to Courts and then chilling purpose at our usual place.
15th February 2008; You promised to text me before NESHQ but instead, at 7:13am instead.
20th April 2008; You cried and complained to me about Shidah, your ex. And I cried when I read her blog and that you actually sent the same text to her right after knowing her at Civic Centre. Cool or what? Very hurting okay.
19th June 2008; You called and informed me that his father was in the hospital and we pay him a visit. After the visit, you said that we should start all over again. Meaning?
26th June 2008; You picked me up from school and then at night, you know la what happened, I don't wish to share it here.
23rd September 2008; We meet again nearby my school area to pass kuih raya and till now we have not meet.
Now tell me, what exactly are we? Who am I to you all this years? I tried to pick myself up, but I keep falling back. How? Which is more hurting now? Me, enjoying my life or the other way round? I just couldn't understand you.
